After feeling sick with worry over the job I want, I left a message for the interviewer this morning, to see if they'd made a decision. The position is no longer posted. I've heard nothing. This worries me. It makes me think they had someone in mind already when the position went up, and they interviewed others just to make it look good. And many other paranoid thoughts of that ilk.
You'd think I could be cool about it, given that my novel proposal is one step closer to actually being bought (I should find out within a couple of weeks, maybe), but no.
My stomach hurts.